I've Been With My Bf For 4 Yrs We Have A Baby Girl Together We Have Our Own Place And I Have Everything Im So Spoiled I've Never Cheated On Him For 3 Yrs But The 1st 2 Yrs Thats All He Did Was Play Me. Now I Like Talking To Other Guys Evn Think Bout Cheating On Him. But See Now He Hasnt Cheated On Me In A Very Long Time Why Am I Doing It Now I Dont All The Time I Do It Once In A While I Dont Have Sex With Them But Still...... It Still Cheating! Why Am I Doing This Hes My Heart & My World & I Dont Ever Want To Lose Him How Can I Stop And Why Am I Doing This?

 

cuz u r infected with the natural "i am a s l ut" virus?

 

U THRIVE on attention from others... sorry to say but it's the truth... 2 wrongs don't make a right and u forgave him for cheating obviously so u have no rights to cheat back.

U 2 don't have a relationship... I don't know what the hell u call what u got!!

 

Maybe you don't love him as much as you think. Maybe you are looking for something better. It doesn't sound like he had much love or respect for you in the beginning.

 

He hurt you in the past,because of cheating,so you might feel the need to get even to feel better about what he done. This is what you do live in the present and not in the past,forgive him a move on.People change,if he's doing everything right now except that/ Love is forgivness.

 

Either you didn't forgive him completely for cheating on you and you're angry so you're thinking about doing it too so that it can even the score OR you want out but feel obligated to stay. If he's your "heart & world," then figure out what you're getting from the other guys (attentions?) that you're not getting at home and talk with your husband. If you're still angry and insecure about his cheating in the past, work it out, talk it out, pray it out...whatever you need to do to really forgive and move forward. If you want out, then get out without denegrating yourself.